Cha0s Gaming - Fae Garden

*Majin enters and sits on the rock that next to the pond and starts drawing* I... I wish I could tell her that I killed and tortured people... But I just can't bring myself to tell her about that side of me... *sighs and lays himself to sleep right there*

08:31

*tears comes out from Majin as he lays there*

08:35

U know what? She's right. If I keep hiding it there's no chance of getting married. *stands up as he slaps himself* Oof. Lets go. *starts walking toward Amber's room*

*enters the Fae Garden*

*enters fae garden*

19:36

*sits by the pond*

*Majin looks at her* I'm sorry about earlier...

You're sorry? You lie about torturing people....and you're just like "Sorry for not being honest this whole time. Boo hoo. I'm such a loser. Woe is me". Get over yourself. Own up to your mistakes and take accountability for your actions. Past and present.

I did it but the ones that I torture weren't good people either. And yet it just feels bad cause I wasn't better than them. *looks at the pond*

19:47

I really need to control my emotions. That's why I'm either meditating or in the training room. And sorry for saying this but I get angry when Ember talked to me like that cause she basically judged me. Like please, I am not even going after her and yet she talks like I'm still trying to protect her. That's Araavos' job, not mine. (edited)

19:50

And to be honest hearing Asterion do such a thing was more of a trigger. Not only that, the fact that it was in the Astral Plane... I could had gone there and done something. But instead I was sleeping... *throws a rock to the pond* (edited)

Ember tried to explain this to you. She didn't think you were hitting on her. You said she looks like she can defend herself. As if she needs your constant supervision like a baby. I'm not mad about that. I'm upset that you think she thinks you still want her. As for Astarion, there's nothing you could have done anyway. They were God knows where in the Astral Plane

Ur probably right. Still, she didn't need to grab my food, throw it to the floor and stomp it when I was just trying to apologize about what I said. That was... *looks down*

You have to see where she's coming from. She was angry

I already told Amber about it. And I don't feel like talking to Ember anymore. That hurt my feelings, yelling is one thing but that's another story. And to me that was unnecessary. Doing that to the food a disrespect to those who cultivated and did the hard work to get said ingredients, even if it was magical u still gotta show respect to it. That's what my crew teached me.

She was angry at you. It doesn't matter about the fucking food. It matters that you said something that hurt her

I was trying to apologize for what I said and she got angry at the mention of it, didn't even let me finish my apology. (edited)

Your apology began as an insult. Why would she stick around for the rest. "You don't need me anymore".

U do have a point. I just don't feel like wanting to talk to anyways. I guess it was fair but still I don't like getting judge. As I said, protecting her is Araavos job, not mine.

20:32

Plus this isn't the place she comes from either nor most of the people are from there. That should be enough to let her know that she can still hurt someone's feelings.

20:37

But that's hers to deal with anyways. *sighs* I need counseling or therapy for it... I can't be having those issues if I wanna be with Amber. Not to mention to tell her everything.

I can recommend a good therapist

*Majin looks at Fernessa* Hmm?

I can recommend a good therapist

Who?

Harry. He's an old wizard and he really helped me.

Could u present me to him?

If you want

Yes please

*leads Majin out of the hall*